My Mother is the toughest person I know

I have come to realize that my mother is the toughest person I know. She was with my father for 47+ Years and never left his side through no matter if it were good times or bad. Now on the 2nd anniversary of my fathers death it hit me like a ton of bricks, she was there from day one fighting the cancer with him, something I could not do. For that, she is the toughest person I know.

To sit and watch someone you Love die over that course of time is being tough. Giving up would have been easy. She never did. She sat day in and day out smiling in the face of the very thing that was stealing the love of her life away from her. I in my own heart do not believe I could do this. Losing my father has chipped a little bit away from me with each thought of it. It has profoundly changed me and I am hoping it is for the better, yet that remains to be seen. It did not change her; IN fact it could not even make her budge. She forsake all her own pleasures for two years to make sure my father did not suffer more than he had to. Something I could not.

When I found it easy to break down and cry for my father she found it easier to smile and make sure the time we had left were great. My father was a "tough guy" in the classical sense of the word. He wouldn’t take any shit, but would never be the one to start it either. For all of his toughness my mother was tougher, she was stronger in silence than he was in an angry action. When the world comes crashing down we all hope we are able to handle it with dignity and hold it together. She proved to me she could and that nothing would ever shake her foundation, Something I could not.

She never cried, she never lost hope; she never gave up the fight. When most find it easier to cut and run, she did not. For all this she is the toughest person I know. I am sure this is why my father loved her until his last breath which he took with my mother holding his hand telling him its okay to go, Something I could not. She would rather him go and be without pain forever with his maker than be selfish and keep him one more minute for herself. Something I could not.

I guess what I am trying to say is that I love my mother, for her wacky ways and her love of casinos and being silly. I respect her for her strength of character and her Iron will that has pulled her through much. She is the strongest person I know.

SNL Finally Hits Obama

Guess they couldnt be in the tank for him and spineless forever!!

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Terrorist deserve no rights and Sarah Palin is not that Dangerous....

In case you have been in a cave for the past few weeks i will remind you.. The administration is full of yes men and fools of the highest sort.

A. Whats is so scary about Sarah Palin?

Honestly liberals what is so scary about her? I find her attractive for her age and she is self made and seems to have a handle on most things *Better than most in DC* . She is educated and then became a loving mother and a successful female politician.

I am lost as to why the left wing attacks this woman to no end especially when they think so low of her and find her repulsive as she is not in the "elite" circle of Washington personalities.

I have a theory, Now i may be wrong , but i never am. Perhaps that they see a woman powerful beyond their wildest dreams.. Perhaps they see a woman that has such a strong following(and growing) that she could pose a threat to their power. First rule of war and politics..Discredit your opponent.. Looks like phase one is in effect yet she is even more popular according to most polls than our own House and senate!!! Not bad for a stupid soccer mom from Alaska! I happen to think they hate her because she is a strong and ATTRACTIVE woman, in case you haven't noticed most liberals are repulsive in the looks department! That's just my opinion..... So yeah we have healthcare..two wars.. A failing economy.. Respect loss around the world.. and all the journalist want to talk about is Sarah Effin Palin!! Seriously..

Anyways..........

B. Good job Asshats.. The 9-11 Terrorist get all the trappings of a real U.S. Citizen! Just like the ones they Murdered that never had a chance.

This is where i get pissed, You F@%K!N@ A$$HOL3S!

Where do you scumbags get off pulling a stunt like this? First off they aren't Americans and they certainly aren't citizens of any sort. They were caught on the field of battle in Pakistan under a Military engagements authorized by Congress! Not sure where all of the journalist or politicians were who are supporting this but do they not remember all of 2001?? So now in an attempt to blast the Bush administration we are going to try them in NYC with all the rights and privileges as you or I. How do you feel about that? I know i am Pissed the Eff off.

We spent millions to build court facilities offshore to do this type of thing and to make it secure for all those involved. Now they want to forgo this and have it in the middle of the city where they attacked us in the first place and already the state is asking for 100 million in extra security funds. !!! Aren't we in the middle of a recession with Gov spending pout of control? Not that an extra 100 Mil means a damn thing, Shit! Thats pocket change compared to the Trillion dollar deficit Mr O has already racked up.. *more deficit in first 9 months of his admin than had been produced by all presidents combined before him* Dont believe me? Look it up then go Eff yourself.

Seriously...

So we have Terrorist back in NYC only this time they arent on one way tickets and are being given the full stage at which to preach their Terrorist Bullshit form. Oh and yeah all the rules of discovery apply to them in US district court so they can ask for and have All the CIA files and all out techniques we use to capture them.. I mean it is a fair trial and they do get afforded all the rights of a US citizen in court or else the case can be thrown out! And if you trst the liberal judges of NYC not to do that! I got ocean front property in AZ to sell you. Cheap too. ... Neat right!

No way that stuff will get out and into the wrong hands. Hopefully it will only cost the lives of a few more american soldiers.. Err i Mean Photo Ops!! Right Big O .. I mean thats what you called them.. So to cap this off as i am sure you know.. I am a little upset by these current events and although i know this blog will do little to change them i can rest easy knowing this fool and his team are only a 4 year stain on the flag of America. Here are a few link you might like, I found them interesting and so should you.

God Bless and Good Luck.. God Speed to the men and women hit'n hard around the globe.

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It's been a rough week and Obama still wont commit.

SO its been a rough week for me, 1st of all USC lost to the Ducks and lost HUGE. The ducks played like effing champions and picked us apart. They deserve the win and i will not take anything away from them.

SO that is first, Second i am watching the President take his sweet Ass time in deciding the fate of our troops in the AF-Pak, Now this is not a partisan attack this is just fact. Why is he doing this when he campaigned for 18 months saying he will win the AF-Pak war as it is a war of (and i quote) "Necessity.".. SO suddenly this war isn't so necessary now that he is in office and is trying to shit down our throats a health care bill that will Fuck us all Especially if you're Diabetic ! Thanks Pres.. That's change Diabetic can believe in. Alas that is another story, so back to the Af-pak issue. October was the deadliest month in Afghanistan for the US since the beginning of the entire conflict!?! This being the case and having generals (Obama hand picked) ask for the troops needed to provide security and win the conflict i am at a complete and total Effing loss as to why he is taking his sweet ass time.

There are two sound theories that make sense. And one that is just me talking, but very well could be.

1. He is waiting for the afghan re-vote.. Oh wait it didn't happen even after Obama said he wanted fair elections he called Karzi and congratulated him on the "win" cool. Okay whatevs its over how about the troop decision??

2. He is waiting for the Elections happening today to see how the US is moving ideologically. If Conservatives win he will place the troops immediately. If Liberals win out then he will not. Now this scenario is more sinister as it would play into the fact he has done nothing but be a partisan hack from day one. It would also equate to allowing US deaths only to wait to see if his party wins more votes. Either way scary.

3. He just doesn't care. He just doesn't care and its nothing more than that. He wants it as a device to continue to blame G.W. BUSH Even though he is using Bush's Battle plan for Iraq as well as for Hunting terrorist and killing them. OH and he is also carrying on Bush's Rendition program as well as Assassination hits on known terrorist. (which i am happy he is doing) But you'll never hear about that from the media nor his supporters.

SO there you have it, a little bit of me telling you what i feel about the current man in charge. I personally feel he is weak and hasn't the heart for the show down he is facing. He cries when his actions are questioned and he is quit to dismiss anyone that doesn't agree with him . Both are signs of immaturity and does not fit the office of president. If he continues to be drunk on his own greatness he will be the first multiracial president and also one of the worst in history, as history is never kind to failures.