Time for change I can believe in.. *Non-Political*

So over the past week and a half i am getting the feeling that i need some change, and not the Obama type. I mean real change that benefits me. For the past few months i have been worrying about things that in the long run do not affect me much , but that would make things better for some and not so much for others, is it wrong of me to say i really am losing interest in caring?

Honestly? Is it bad to look out for yourself in the reality that no one else will, or is it for us that know better to let others live life in such an unfulfilled way and try to help when and where we can. Will we end up a better person spiritually at the cost of our own wants and feelings? In the past week on two separate instances i have been told that the way i feel is less important than the way the person telling me does. Is this right? Or am i taking it the wrong way as we each have our own lives and do with them as we please. I am only asking this because i am coming to a crossroads in my life both professionally and in my private goings on. I am at the proverbial fork on the road and am now in the position to chose what the next step in this journey will be.

On the one side i have what i perceive to be what i want, it feels right and i enjoy that life so far as it seems to be the right choice both in heart and mind. On the other hand i have the unknown with a hint of gesture from the other side that what i may be doing is the wrong path. Where do i go from here? Its like we see something that looks yummy , but we know it will make us gain weight and we are trying to lose for a beach vacation! its that moment of pause before you bit into it or let it pass with the thoughts of how good you will look in that bathing suit.

What do you do?

What do I do?

I am not sure of either?

I do know one thing, and it is this. When people who you hold in high esteem or think of as highly important to your happiness begin to show signs that you are not that to them or that they can go on fine without you; there comes a point in which we must decide if they are worth breaking yourself over.. or even worse shedding a tear for. I have those types in my life at present, they are important to me and i value them to no end yet i am starting to see that i am not these things in their life. Perhaps they have found new friends, or a new career..perhaps we have just grown apart and as life happens we must go on without them , but there are those that i don't want to lose. What do i do? at what point does one throw in the towel and say it is for the best?

So here I am right where i began, without answers and i believe with more questions!?! How the eff does that happen? We shall see what time brings my way, I know i will okay as I always am. Its just a pain in the ass when you have moments of doubt, not in yourself , but in those you trust around you.

Nothing worse or more liberating than turning around and seeing no one as it is in these times you relay only on yourself.

Straylight Run - It's for the best Listen to this amazing piece of music

Short, Sweet and Sad..

Less than 10% of Obama's cabinet have ever held a job in the private sector. This means that less than 10% of the people deciding our financial future have never ran nor worked in a privately held company, thus equating to letting a magician treat you for cancer based on the fact he has made things disappear before. It is any wonder our economy is continuing to slip and they have Zero remedy for it.

It is sad to think that we need to take a hint from Europe and lower taxes on corporations like they have and then take a tip from china and not tax the investment and savings of its citizens like the US currently kicks us in the balls with. Top that off with the fact Iran is announcing 10 new Nuclear facilities and the Russians building arms plants with Venezuela and i can easily say this Joke is the worst president in history. IN less than 1 year he has taken what was once a feared super power and made us into a cocktail hour joke amongst world leaders. God be with us because the rest of the world is not.

Even Bill Clinton surrounded himself with private sector minds in regards to the economy and he was the darling of the left *continues to be* is it possible that this man is this stupid or is it something more sinister? Time will tell, but as of late i am beginning to think he truly has an agenda and a bone to pick with the United States and the way we came to power. This is only the Ramblings of an upset and Educated American so i may or may not be right.

I pray that i am not.

Last, but not least: The Afghanistan decision

SO after all the BS and the trumped up meetings and Decisions time he will do what the man HE PICKED to run the war asked for, now why take so much time? that is left to be divulged , but i am pretty sure one of my earlier theories *which i blogged about* is turning out to be true. He simply wanted to see the way the political winds would blow, that being said he is a traitor to the very men he is the Commander and Chief over.

To sit and watch them get hammered for months in order to gauge the political winds is treasonous at best and down right evil at its core. Although this is upsetting to me that he waited so long to make the same decision that could have been made from step one the real thorn in my shoe is the media! Where are the calls for Impeachment? The protest? The low down personal attacks on Obama? He is after all carrying on all of G.W. Bush's policies *Rightly so* He is using Bush's plan as it is the winning strategy and the left is not hammering him for it? Why not?

Is it that they are hypocrites and it is now proven that policy had nothing to do with their blood lust for Bush. They simply did not like the man or his party and played political games with American lives and well being for 8 years, Sad & Pathetic.

Their Darling Obama is doing all the same things bush did on the war front, and in fact adopted his play book! Yet i hear no cries from the left? He is escalating the war in the Af-Pak and has signed on for increased Drone assassinations *which i love* and still nothing from the left! Strange, Pathetic & Sad.

In the end me and G.W. Disagreed on many things, but he stood his ground and meant what he said and in life that is worth more to me then all the Photo ops and promises of change. Obama is nothing more than a snake oil salesman who the Uneducated youth bought into only to be let down, The journalist of the world have so much invested in him that to back off now would be to admit they were wrong and naive, which they will never do.

So here we go on Mr. Toads wild ride into the next three years. By the grace of god we will make it out the other side and will begin to rebuild our country with a strong economy and military to defend our interest at home and abroad. I hope we will find a leader who believes in the good of America and not one who only speaks of and apologizes for our faults.

P.s. His health care sham is unraveling as well as the global warming myth, Please let your representatives know how you feel and contact them with your thoughts. The cap & trade scam will only hurt American industry and the Health care bill will only continue to raise taxes on small business which employ over 80% of all Americans. Educate yourselves and get the facts that affect your life and that of your children.

God speed to the troops hitting hard around the globe and God Bless America

My Mother is the toughest person I know

I have come to realize that my mother is the toughest person I know. She was with my father for 47+ Years and never left his side through no matter if it were good times or bad. Now on the 2nd anniversary of my fathers death it hit me like a ton of bricks, she was there from day one fighting the cancer with him, something I could not do. For that, she is the toughest person I know.

To sit and watch someone you Love die over that course of time is being tough. Giving up would have been easy. She never did. She sat day in and day out smiling in the face of the very thing that was stealing the love of her life away from her. I in my own heart do not believe I could do this. Losing my father has chipped a little bit away from me with each thought of it. It has profoundly changed me and I am hoping it is for the better, yet that remains to be seen. It did not change her; IN fact it could not even make her budge. She forsake all her own pleasures for two years to make sure my father did not suffer more than he had to. Something I could not.

When I found it easy to break down and cry for my father she found it easier to smile and make sure the time we had left were great. My father was a "tough guy" in the classical sense of the word. He wouldn’t take any shit, but would never be the one to start it either. For all of his toughness my mother was tougher, she was stronger in silence than he was in an angry action. When the world comes crashing down we all hope we are able to handle it with dignity and hold it together. She proved to me she could and that nothing would ever shake her foundation, Something I could not.

She never cried, she never lost hope; she never gave up the fight. When most find it easier to cut and run, she did not. For all this she is the toughest person I know. I am sure this is why my father loved her until his last breath which he took with my mother holding his hand telling him its okay to go, Something I could not. She would rather him go and be without pain forever with his maker than be selfish and keep him one more minute for herself. Something I could not.

I guess what I am trying to say is that I love my mother, for her wacky ways and her love of casinos and being silly. I respect her for her strength of character and her Iron will that has pulled her through much. She is the strongest person I know.

SNL Finally Hits Obama

Guess they couldnt be in the tank for him and spineless forever!!

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Terrorist deserve no rights and Sarah Palin is not that Dangerous....

In case you have been in a cave for the past few weeks i will remind you.. The administration is full of yes men and fools of the highest sort.

A. Whats is so scary about Sarah Palin?

Honestly liberals what is so scary about her? I find her attractive for her age and she is self made and seems to have a handle on most things *Better than most in DC* . She is educated and then became a loving mother and a successful female politician.

I am lost as to why the left wing attacks this woman to no end especially when they think so low of her and find her repulsive as she is not in the "elite" circle of Washington personalities.

I have a theory, Now i may be wrong , but i never am. Perhaps that they see a woman powerful beyond their wildest dreams.. Perhaps they see a woman that has such a strong following(and growing) that she could pose a threat to their power. First rule of war and politics..Discredit your opponent.. Looks like phase one is in effect yet she is even more popular according to most polls than our own House and senate!!! Not bad for a stupid soccer mom from Alaska! I happen to think they hate her because she is a strong and ATTRACTIVE woman, in case you haven't noticed most liberals are repulsive in the looks department! That's just my opinion..... So yeah we have healthcare..two wars.. A failing economy.. Respect loss around the world.. and all the journalist want to talk about is Sarah Effin Palin!! Seriously..

Anyways..........

B. Good job Asshats.. The 9-11 Terrorist get all the trappings of a real U.S. Citizen! Just like the ones they Murdered that never had a chance.

This is where i get pissed, You F@%K!N@ A$$HOL3S!

Where do you scumbags get off pulling a stunt like this? First off they aren't Americans and they certainly aren't citizens of any sort. They were caught on the field of battle in Pakistan under a Military engagements authorized by Congress! Not sure where all of the journalist or politicians were who are supporting this but do they not remember all of 2001?? So now in an attempt to blast the Bush administration we are going to try them in NYC with all the rights and privileges as you or I. How do you feel about that? I know i am Pissed the Eff off.

We spent millions to build court facilities offshore to do this type of thing and to make it secure for all those involved. Now they want to forgo this and have it in the middle of the city where they attacked us in the first place and already the state is asking for 100 million in extra security funds. !!! Aren't we in the middle of a recession with Gov spending pout of control? Not that an extra 100 Mil means a damn thing, Shit! Thats pocket change compared to the Trillion dollar deficit Mr O has already racked up.. *more deficit in first 9 months of his admin than had been produced by all presidents combined before him* Dont believe me? Look it up then go Eff yourself.

Seriously...

So we have Terrorist back in NYC only this time they arent on one way tickets and are being given the full stage at which to preach their Terrorist Bullshit form. Oh and yeah all the rules of discovery apply to them in US district court so they can ask for and have All the CIA files and all out techniques we use to capture them.. I mean it is a fair trial and they do get afforded all the rights of a US citizen in court or else the case can be thrown out! And if you trst the liberal judges of NYC not to do that! I got ocean front property in AZ to sell you. Cheap too. ... Neat right!

No way that stuff will get out and into the wrong hands. Hopefully it will only cost the lives of a few more american soldiers.. Err i Mean Photo Ops!! Right Big O .. I mean thats what you called them.. So to cap this off as i am sure you know.. I am a little upset by these current events and although i know this blog will do little to change them i can rest easy knowing this fool and his team are only a 4 year stain on the flag of America. Here are a few link you might like, I found them interesting and so should you.

God Bless and Good Luck.. God Speed to the men and women hit'n hard around the globe.

Holder's True Motive

Travesty in New York

Obama's Dysfunctional Decision-Making

The AG's Distortion of the Opposition to His Decision

It's been a rough week and Obama still wont commit.

SO its been a rough week for me, 1st of all USC lost to the Ducks and lost HUGE. The ducks played like effing champions and picked us apart. They deserve the win and i will not take anything away from them.

SO that is first, Second i am watching the President take his sweet Ass time in deciding the fate of our troops in the AF-Pak, Now this is not a partisan attack this is just fact. Why is he doing this when he campaigned for 18 months saying he will win the AF-Pak war as it is a war of (and i quote) "Necessity.".. SO suddenly this war isn't so necessary now that he is in office and is trying to shit down our throats a health care bill that will Fuck us all Especially if you're Diabetic ! Thanks Pres.. That's change Diabetic can believe in. Alas that is another story, so back to the Af-pak issue. October was the deadliest month in Afghanistan for the US since the beginning of the entire conflict!?! This being the case and having generals (Obama hand picked) ask for the troops needed to provide security and win the conflict i am at a complete and total Effing loss as to why he is taking his sweet ass time.

There are two sound theories that make sense. And one that is just me talking, but very well could be.

1. He is waiting for the afghan re-vote.. Oh wait it didn't happen even after Obama said he wanted fair elections he called Karzi and congratulated him on the "win" cool. Okay whatevs its over how about the troop decision??

2. He is waiting for the Elections happening today to see how the US is moving ideologically. If Conservatives win he will place the troops immediately. If Liberals win out then he will not. Now this scenario is more sinister as it would play into the fact he has done nothing but be a partisan hack from day one. It would also equate to allowing US deaths only to wait to see if his party wins more votes. Either way scary.

3. He just doesn't care. He just doesn't care and its nothing more than that. He wants it as a device to continue to blame G.W. BUSH Even though he is using Bush's Battle plan for Iraq as well as for Hunting terrorist and killing them. OH and he is also carrying on Bush's Rendition program as well as Assassination hits on known terrorist. (which i am happy he is doing) But you'll never hear about that from the media nor his supporters.

SO there you have it, a little bit of me telling you what i feel about the current man in charge. I personally feel he is weak and hasn't the heart for the show down he is facing. He cries when his actions are questioned and he is quit to dismiss anyone that doesn't agree with him . Both are signs of immaturity and does not fit the office of president. If he continues to be drunk on his own greatness he will be the first multiracial president and also one of the worst in history, as history is never kind to failures.

Journalsim is dead. A rant.

as you can see from the title i am in love with the media and journalist as a whole. By in love i mean i am sick and tired of them and their lies and lack of spine when reporting the facts of the days. They no longer report stories but tell them as they see fit. They only write about what fits there personal agendas and to those that follow them lock step.

The days of investigative reporting for the truth in a story are gone and now we are left with only the reporting of what they want us to think and feel. We no longer are given facts and then left to decide on our own, but force fed only half truths and the talking points that they are fed from the people they are covering.

Case in point, Is the N1H1 Flu; The flu kills 40K a year yet all of a sudden when single payer socialized healthcare is being pushed a flu is now an emergency and another reason the administrations must slam this down our throats. In national polls only about 20% of Americans want this style of healthcare yet those that now so much more than us in Washington are still trying to force it upon us..?? and the Reporters are lock step behind them pushing it as well without reporting the facts of how incredible out current system is compared to the rest of the world? Why is this? whys i this dishonesty being dumped on our heads like we are children and still being told Santa Clause brings the gifts and not the hard work of our parents?

Is there something wrong with working hard for nice things? Is it so bad that we have private insurance that we can afford if we like it by working hard? Funny thing is that the majority of those without healthcare are the ones who can afford it most. Studies show the highest numbers of uninsured are those making 75K or more a year!? A FUCKING YEAR.... Who turn down employer subsidized plans or outright don't want to pay for it for themselves? So now we are going to focrce people to have coverage? Uh is this america or some dictatorship? what happen to persoanl responsibility and choice of life path in america? it is what made us great..

The reporters will never admit this though because it does not meet their agenda of a utopia at any cost and no matter how badly it disrupts the lives of the 80% who happen to enjoy their current coverage.

Don't get me wrong it would be lovely if we could all live as one and enjoy everything for free and be FAT ASS LAZY PIGS.. The Socialized system worked out great for Russia?!?! Oh wait, No it didn't it failed and the country is bankrupt.. whoops.. But reporters wont say that! It doesn't fit their agenda. Grrrr, So back to the original thought.

Journalism is dead, it is no longer the checks and balances of the powers that be but only the PR wing for them to push agendas and sway public opinion. When the White House says a new agency is not news simply for Disagreeing you know the United States is in troubled times and that the Blood spilled by those who fought for the freedom was in vain. We live in scary times and those that do not see it are blinded by the celebrity of it all and do not deserve to live with such open freedoms(which we are all losing swiftly).

Anyone who thinks it is best to let others decide their health choices for them will gladly let another decide damn near everything and anything beyond that easily. These people are usually children and we grow out of it, but as of late we are seeing many who want nothing more than to continue at the Tit of their mommy and daddy so they never have to make a hard choice or do a days work to survive.. For those 20% i say give them all they can handle in freebies but leave the rest of us the fuck alone..

Any government powerful enough to provide everything for its people is powerful enough to take it all away.

We reap what we sew America... I didn't vote for the guy.. and those who did i hope you enjoy the dishes that are being served.

PS. GET THE HECK OFF THE GOLF COURSE AND THE CAMPAIGN TRAIL AND MAKE A EFFING DECISION ABOUT THE TROOPS. THEY ARE WAITING SIR, YOU ARE THE COMMANDER AND CHIEF. THIS IS YOUR PRESIDENCY NOW.. BUSH HAS NOT BEEN IN OFFICE FOR 9 MONTHS.. OWN IT SIR

Big Mistake Obama! (i'm glad you're making it)

Going after a news organization that holds the attention of more than half of the United States does not seem to be a fitting plan for one who wants to stay in power and control as badly as Obama and his people do.

http://voices.washingtonpost.com/postpartisan/2009/10/obamas_dumb_war_with_fox_news.html?hpid=opinionsbox1

http://www.realclearpolitics.com/articles/2009/10/20/obama_and_his_enemy_fetish_98787.html

No matter what you think of Fox News you cannot deny that they are the leaders in cable news. Be it ratings or all out ability to break a story first they have a hold of the market and are not soon to let go.

So here we are, 10 Months into a presidency and already they have decided to not combat the issues but to go after a news source!?! No NO, I get it.. I am as shocked and bewildered as you are! I would think it would be appropriate to marginalize something you do not like rather than thrust it full force into the media to be broadcast to the masses. Even those that hate fox are now tuning in to see what all the fuss is about and at this point in Obama's run the last thing he needs is anyone who agrees with him at all getting a different pint of view.

His own people are jumping ship and the youth voters who got him elected are now at a breaking point and there are rumblings of "why vote nothing changes" This being the case 2012 is way out of reach as Older more conservative types vote when angry and young voters just stay at home.

So with that i will leave you with this question Mr. Obama... What happened to transparency and the freedom of speech? you spoke so highly of both throughout the campaign and now that there are some that don't follow you lock step you cry foul? why is this so? is it you being scared about being found out as a fraud.. Or is it that your administration truly cannot debate the issues for you have no understanding of them? No matter what the answer you're bleeding voters . Perhaps this is the reason you throw parties at the white house with such frequency.. Maybe you know it is only yours for 4 years..

Get the F%&K OUt of here BCS

http://espn.go.com/college-football/rankings

So We're (USC) # 4 in the AP and # & in the BCS behind Boise State and Cincinnati !?! Am I missing something here. Okay so we lost our annual one to an unranked team but we are 5-1 Overall and three of those wins are to out of conference teams.. And we've beaten ranked teams! What the Shit man? Does the BCS really think they are taken seriously when a team Like ours is # 7 behind undefeated teams who have played NO ONE.. You hear me NO EFFING ONE. Honestly folks no matter who you support or what you think of SC this is an effed up joke. I hope they throw one of these asshats ins the Rose Bowl with us so we can smash em like we did illi!

I am too pissed to write.

The Florida Gators are Overrated

Le t me stop you before you say anything in regards to how great Tebow is and hard the SEC is to play in. WE GET SOUTHERNERS... WE GET IT.

But when you look at the numbers and their out of conference play I am just not seeing it. They have yet to Sched against USC and show the west whats up and They play Cream puffs out of conference and within the SEC they don't make great wins against Unranked teams. As for the tebow heisman case for 2009 that should be DEAD. If you watched the game you should have seen that he is not playing to the trophy standards and that this year it could go to one of a handful defensive players. As it should go to the best player... Not the best QB or Back. Here i am ranting about BS that doesnt really matter to anyone, but me. (as it should since this is my blog) so yeah. Bottom line is this.. Gator fans suck it hard just like Michigan fans. they're all homers who say they be the best yet haven't the sched to show for it. Take up Big Balls Pete and sched out a match up Against my good ole USC and then lets see whats up? The BCS system doesn't prove who's best in any way, if anything it proves who i will give the most shit to next year after being handed a "NATIONAL CHAMPIONSHIP" ha ha! Right as if we have had one in the BCS era. Even when USC has been crowned they shouldn't have been! They had not played everyone who was the best to play so in my mind there is not a sinlge champion worth a shit in the era.

Assholes.

USC vs Notre Dame

Now i know what you're gonna say.. SO don't say an damn thing. It could have been the biggest game of the year had it not been USC losing its ceremonial one unranked game a year and Notre Dame sacking up against Michigan.
That being said you know i am stoked for this game , we have two southern Californian QB Fenoms that are both heisman potentials. Jimmy boy who traded the So cal Sun for the Irish Gold and Barkley who stuck around to make a name in the crimson and gold.. Both were ranked # 1 in the nation in their respective senior year and both have a lot to prove. If both sides had the defense of USC and the Offensive running strength of USC i might call this one quite a duel, but as history has it Notre Dame is at a huge defecit in the talent pool! Shit, SC has Defensive players that Run the 40 faster than the Notre dame Runners. Although i am a believer in the strength of my Boys i am also one that waits until the game is played before talking too much ish. THATS WHY THEY PLAY!! So here we go and my predictions is SC by 2 TD's for a final of 28 - 13! DO the Damn thing troy.

PS. BETTER CHICKS ALSO ADDS TO THE WIN. WHO WANTS TO BE BUNDLED UP IN A COAT?? SO CAL WHAT!!!

FIGHT ON USC! FIGHT ON TO VICTORY

Americans pay to store Shit they will never use

As i drove to the dealership today for an oil change i noticed an eye sore about every mile or so. What might this eye sore be you ask? Well I Shall tell you... It is the Public storage facility, These places have popped up everywhere at an alarming rate and are causing me some discomfort. It is not so much the sight of them although id rather see a park or bar of some sort it is the fact that inside is nothing but peoples shit that they deem necessary to hold on to. Now this just isn't shit they like or even will use over again, but it is just shit that sits there for no other good reason other than being shit people cannot let go of. If your have ever travelled outside the us you will know that there are not these facilities all over the world holding foreign shit it is only the Americans that see fit to store at length shit they will never use.

Now i know what you're thinking and No you're wrong.. There is no reason to pay a few hundred dollars a month to store shit you don't even use?? where is the logic in that and even worse most of these nimrods have a garage full of shit at home they never use either. All the while their car which i am sure they pay for sits on the driveway in the elements getting hammered and depreciating.!?! Come on people.. Please be smarter than the monkeys that came before us.. Even they didn't store shit they didn't use they just threw it at each other (at least it is getting rid of it) are we so dependent on the things we own that we cannot see that they over time become no longer useful to us and should be discarded?

I guess what i am getting at is that if we would simplify our lives a bit and perhaps cut back on useless shit we could possibly save some cash as well as park the car we pay monthly for in its proper place. At the very least we may have more piece of mind not having to worry about where to put all of this shit.

Few words of advice

If you've been in of and then out of more than 2 relationships this year..its one too many. Figure yourself out before you try it on someone else.

True story, people have no idea how to make themselves happy and have the nerve to think they can do it for someone else. Funny yet sad all at once :/

Being happy is never a bad thing no matter how it comes to you. Most people have everything they think they need and are miserable for it.
I spent a few years doing the same thing expecting someone else to "complete" me or make me feel good inside and I always ended up empty and jaded. Now that I've changed that I've had great relationships both personally and professionally.

I say this all due to seeing many Face Book profiles jump form in to out of relationshits weekly and many by repeat offenders. Its like if i see one more of these status changes I'm gonna shit!! Not just shit , but shit in a bag and lite it on fire and leave it on the offenders door step.

End of public service announcement

Whats Wrong

Nothing is wrong today! I went to the International Balloon Fiesta this weekend in Albuquerque NM and it was a treat! Minus the dodging bullets and drunk Indians in the streets. Honestly, ABQ Police department.. Clean it up. I mean the city is beautiful and so is the scenery and the weather, but the fowl peeps that live there and make it a slum have got to go. Maybe the new Mayor will give it a shot and try to make the place hospitable enough to draw in more investment. Truth be told i would love to buy a home there for vacationing (when I win the lotto and can afford vacations homes) But the amount of shit you have to dodge to live there is not welcoming at all. Oh and the schools suck so unless i am willing to raise retards (not that there is anything wrong with them) i would have to forgo them being educated in that state.

Bottom line is this; Go to the Balloon fiesta if you gt a chance and while there grab a bite to eat at Sadie's, Dion's Pizza and the Frontier Restaurant. You'll Thank me later.

Ps. Sons of Anarchy is on tonight.... Don't miss it.